Today, I finally realised how 'friendless' I am.
The past few weeks, I realised that I had not learnt my lessons from the past. Here I am, getting myself into this mess again, and end up, despite all I've put in, I'm still the one getting hurt. I give up. Yes, now I have no more friends left. I'm left to spend my off days by myself, but I've decided that enough is enough. I, Amanda Wong, Have learnt my lesson. I will no longer be that brainless girl who always gives and ends up getting nothing in return. And worse still...people treat you like crap...Like you are some kind of reserve, some kind of spare tire. I may be loneliy from now on, but like I said before, no one have ever died from loneliness. Maybe it's a good thing not to have any friends as well... at least when I leave, I leave with a somewhat empty heart, cause I have nothing to look forward to back home other than my family.
I used to think that when I leave, I'll miss that fellow. But now, I guess no.
Lonely...I am so lonely...I have nobody...to call my own... HAHA
Signing off, Amanda
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