Didn't think I'll be blogging at this time...In fact didn't even think that I will ever be blogging again. Oh well...
So work...Well, I can't believe I actually had the guts to go up to sister and talked about quitting. Of course it wasn't like "Sister, I'm quitting." It was more of like a topic orginating out of another topic. Of course sister didn't allow it, in fact she didn't even want to talk about it. But of course, after my pestering, she finally 'talked' to me about quitting and ended off with saying I need to give her 20 good reasons before she will allow me to quit...hmm...
Frankly speaking, I'm just waiting. Waiting for my last straw. Somehow, sister seemed to be smarter now. Just when I made up my mind I'm going to quit, she'll come up with something nice and soften my heart, make me junior etc, and make me rethink. Will be starting my 1st night in SGH on thurs. I truly wonder WHY am I always the FIRST to be thrown into everything? FIRST to be thrown to be in charge, now FIRST to be thrown to do night? Out of 10, wrong, 9, coz 1 just resigned, out of 9, why am I always the first? Sister always seems to think that I joined in June...dots. I'm always thrown out there by myself, and I have to struggle so that others can have a more better experience going through what I go through. Is it cause I'm the most outspoken? Is it cause I have the largest body mass around all 9 of us? Haiz..
I'm glad that I have Abi with me during work, someone to talk to. All of us are just waiting...Waiting for that moment when our last straw finally arrives and so we can shoot one letter into sister office.
Think I'll most probably go overseas and study. Found a course which I kinda have some interest. But it will take 4 years...think I'm up for it? Who knows what will happen after 4 years? Maybe I'll come back with an accent. Or maybe after 4 years, I'll be too lazy to come back home again. I dunno. Anyone know of 'any study in australia' convention coming up?
Haven't met yh for quite sometime. We almost went shopping the last time, but well, sisters are just so unpredictable. Haiz...how did my life turned out like that? I only have just one wish...I wish that I can go to sleep, and never wake up...coz I can't find anything in life to hold me back, ok, fine, other than my family and friends.
I better go to sleep...though I'm on Training leave tml, I still need my beauty sleep.
Oh, one more thing. I finally cut my hair last, last week when I went out with yh. It's short, and it can't be tied, and I'm really loving my hair...Well, I have to love it, coz I spent $177 on it. Yup, so I'm loving it. =)
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