19/4/2012

Well, it's officially the 19/4/2012 now. Which means I very well into my last day here in Singapore. I'll be flying back to Melbourne on the 20/4/2012 and will most probably not be back till next year... Last 2 sleeps on my bed. SAD!

I've been in Singapore since Feb and I think that this time round, I've actually stayed the longest since I started school 3 years ago. It hasn't gotten any easy saying good bye...especially to him. In a way, it's the last year, and maybe the last time I'll say goodbye for long periods, but at the same time, it hurts so much. I wished that I can bring him along. I wish that someone will invent a teleporter tomorrow and we can teleport to be with each other every day. How can you be missing someone before even leaving?

He started school on monday. I know he's worried cause he hasn't set foot in a school for about 2 years... but I know he will be great. I just hope he remembers me... If you are reading this my dear, know that I have absolute faith in you! Jia you. I'm sad that you can't visit me this year, and I know you are sad too. But maybe next year if I'm still there and when my mum isn't there.

Last year, last round. Father, I place this year into your loving hands as well. I know you will continue to guide me, bless me and keep me safe like you have always been doing. It feels good knowing that you will be there with me every step of the way. With this knowledge, I know I'll do well in everything cause you are with me. Thank you Jesus!

Dear, I love you.
To me, JIAYOU!