Joee's Glowey Dom-dom

Hihi

Just gave daphne my URL... Can't scold her on blog anymore... Haha =p

Ok, what's new? Well, the last time I ended off saying that we were going to celebrate a friend's birthday. Everything was good except... MY FREAKING PRESENT DID NOT ARRIVE!!!!

Asshole.

It better come soon, or I'll freaking blast that website with countless of spam.

What's the prezzie? Joee's Glowey dom-dom. Not sure if you guys know what it is... but I reckon you all should know.

Was reading through all my previous entries. From the 1st post all the way to the most recent. Firstly, my blogging frequency sure haven't change. I'm such an infrequent blogger. Haha.

Another thing I realised was that, alot of things that I was bitching about in my blog, other than the major stuffs, the rest, I completely totally can't remember it at all. I can't remember who I was angry with and what happened. Geez... Short term memory.

But, though I'm an infrequent blogger, this blog, really did grow with me. From 1st year of nursing to working life in SGH and now, here in Aus. I've grown. While reading back, I started thinking back to our poly days. How we dreaded attachment etc. This blog, really helped to refresh my memory. How I felt during PRCP, how I felt while working etc.

Looking back at my working life, though it was a short 1yr 7months, I accomplished alot of things. I hated the way I was always 'thrown' into the 'big ocean' and forced to learn how to swim the hard way. I complained, I cried. I felt like giving up. However, I'm proud to be able to stand tall and face those memories cause I took every single shit life thrown at me, and I survived. As compared to my other colleagues, they took a longer time to learn. I guess it's just in me. The way I'll always complain and doubt myself, but never giving up without a fight, without knowing how far I can go.

Guess that will always be for I face life. Complain, doubt but never giving up till I gave my very last shot.

Better read my entry all over again... In case I said something I shouldn't have... Haha. Joking =)

One more thing while reading my previous post. Sarah, remember how I always said that I don't believe in happily ever after? Well, I don't completely believe in happily ever after, but I'm keeping a look out for it. My mum just gave me the green light to start dating =p

Night.