Is this the end???

Haiz...this has got to be the worse CNY in my life... And I think it will continue to be this way for the rest of my life. I don't really want to go in detail here, but I know that my mum is very upset... but who won't be. You can't bring back the dead, you can't undo the things that has been done. For once in my life, I'm at home at 8pm on the lst day of chinese new year... And this is not a good thing, neither do I feel good.

Instead of mahjong and steamboat, I'm playing audition. But guess what, I'm too distracted to play. My mind keeps wandering off. My eyes and fingers co-ordination are way off today, and I feel like crying...I really do. I know CNY will be different this year but I had no idea it would be this bad...

I just want to cry...but I won't cry now...not till I'm going to bed. At least after crying, I can go to sleep. Anyway, I will be fine. I'm used to crying myself to sleep anyway...this one will be no different.

I hope that the rest of you are having a great new year. Don't let me bring down your mood. It's a great festival. I used to look forward to it. Have a great new year =)

Gong xi fa cai

It's officially the 1st day of the lunar calender now. So happy lunar new year to all =)

Came back from my reunion dinner at my 4th uncle house at ard 10.30 like that. It was boring...haha. Nothing much to do there, just eat, then hang ard till it's time for everyone to go home.

Played a few rounds of audition but now, I'm really starting to fall asleep. Must be due to all the red wine at the dinner. I'm not suppose to sleep so early so I'll try my best to keep my eyes open.

Helped out for some last min spring cleaning today and made a few lanterns using the ang poa today.

Ok, I am falling asleep. I desperately need to stay awake. O.O -> o.o -> -.- -> zzz...

"To love you more"

Hi there. Sarah helped me change the blogskin on sat. Isn't it just bea-u-tiful? haha. I luv it. Thanks sarah =) Your the best-est *muacks*

So...what's new, oh yes, see that video over there <--- It's celine dion "To love you more" My favourite song. I just fell in love with that song ever since I heard it in the radio. Though the DJ didn't say it was celine dion, I just knew it was her. Who else can sing like she does. I'm like so head-over-heels in LOVE with that song. One fine day, I'm going to buy that cd with that song inside, so I can hear it over and over again. The last time I went k-box, I sang that song too. Not because I was trying to 'kill' my voice, but because, I just had to. Genny was saying that charmaine should play the violin and I should sing that song on her wedding day...LOL. Anyway, just listen to it, and btw, that violinist is great too =)

So now, I'm on attachment in IMH, just hope all will be well. Working afternoon shift tml, wonder how the morning will be like...*hmm...*

Alrighty, I'll leave now. You guys have fun =)

Hihi

Yawnz...I am so tired. My arms are aching, my back is aching, even breathing is too difficult for me. I just feel like sitting down and not move for all eternity...LOL. Even typing is so difficult, feels like I just fought a battle. Tomorrow, I will be moaning and groaning liao...die...

Monday going IMH for attachment...wonder what how it will be like. I'm really glad it's really near my house =) Haiz, still not done shopping for chinese new year...I'm so dead.

I also realised that V.day is next wed. Wish all couples a happy V.day.

I'm so tired now, and too lazy to type, I'm gonna conserve some energy. Bye all and nitey =)