Hi, So, what's new?
Well, bought a book "Heaven is so real" which really changed my life. And I also bought a bible recently. It's sad that I can only read the bible late at night but it's ok with me. Of course, it's more of a mystery to me about most of the verse I read but I know these knowledge will come to me in time.
I had a dream a few days ago and in that dream I only remembered "Trust in God, have faith in God". The rest of the dream is a blur. But this sentence is enough to make me feel better. There are somethings I can't change e.g. the way my mum reacted when I said I was turning to christianity and how angry she was. But there are some things I can change and that is how I react to it. I could have argued with her and make things worse ( you know me, I'm known for just shooting my mouth off when I'm pissed) or just let her have her say and leave it to the Lord. Another thing that I can change is the way I used to stress myself and worry myself like crazy. Worry is a sin so, let's not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. So, after knowing that, troubles haven't been able to get me really down and stressed up :)
Tried to explain to my brother about christianity yesterday but well... I think he only believed me 15%. I pray that he can be saved before it's too late and God bless him.
I have one wish which I hope I will be able to do. And that is to go to church. And it would be best if I can go to church with my parents blessings. This is one wish that is near but yet so far.
Trust, love and have faith for the lord...till the end...
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