Monday, February 28, 2005

Blessed is the lord...he has shower my life with so much blessings...I love him :)

Hi, it's me again.

I was reading my friendster testimonial just now, and I really miss my secondary school friends. And I was really blessed by the Almighty to be able to meet them and to know them. Just reading the testimonial brings a smile onto my face. Now I really wonder how they know me that well...haha. And I wonder now if my poly classmates know me that well...haha. Anyway, I believe that every single person I meet and become friends with is not by my will but by God's will. The way one human can meet another human and become friends and maybe even more is something that I have always believe to be handled by a much higher power. And congrats stephanie and weishan for passing. God bless :)

Sunday, February 20, 2005

My heart is bursting... I can't stand it anymore...I got to say it...I love God!!!

I love God... Oh, my lord, my saviour...my dream come true. I had such a wonderful time today during service...my heart just can't stop bursting with joy and happiness after that. Praise to you Lord.

Only God know when I can go back to church again. Though it may be some time later, I really treasure the time I had. I just felt so special sitting there, singing out his praise and listening to Pastor Prince. Oh bless Pastor Prince, he is such a good pastor...Amen. Ohh...I'm crazy with God...I just keep thinking of him. I'm going to go crazy...Yes, I am. But I'm really Happy. I'm so happy I forgiven Jian Hao for pissing me off yesterday. My Lord, My saviour...Amen.

(P.S. I LOVE GOD!!!)

Friday, February 18, 2005

What a bumpy day...

Hihi,
went to watch ' hide and seek' today with them. Come out, come out wherever you are...haha. Oh yes ladies, we got an appointment at 2:06 A.M. Don't forget ;) haha. Well, had fun then at AMK MRT station, I slipped and fell down while talking to yung hwui about the movie... I think it's best not to show my face around AMK station for awhile. And now, my bottom is still sore and painful...it really is a blessing to be able to sit down without it hurting. Anyway, got laughed at the whole day by them so... Well, that's all the exciting things that happened to me today. That's all folks. Oh yes "Come out, Come out wherever you are"

Sunday, February 13, 2005

Filled with trust,love and faith for the lord...

Hi, So, what's new?

Well, bought a book "Heaven is so real" which really changed my life. And I also bought a bible recently. It's sad that I can only read the bible late at night but it's ok with me. Of course, it's more of a mystery to me about most of the verse I read but I know these knowledge will come to me in time.

I had a dream a few days ago and in that dream I only remembered "Trust in God, have faith in God". The rest of the dream is a blur. But this sentence is enough to make me feel better. There are somethings I can't change e.g. the way my mum reacted when I said I was turning to christianity and how angry she was. But there are some things I can change and that is how I react to it. I could have argued with her and make things worse ( you know me, I'm known for just shooting my mouth off when I'm pissed) or just let her have her say and leave it to the Lord. Another thing that I can change is the way I used to stress myself and worry myself like crazy. Worry is a sin so, let's not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. So, after knowing that, troubles haven't been able to get me really down and stressed up :)

Tried to explain to my brother about christianity yesterday but well... I think he only believed me 15%. I pray that he can be saved before it's too late and God bless him.

I have one wish which I hope I will be able to do. And that is to go to church. And it would be best if I can go to church with my parents blessings. This is one wish that is near but yet so far.

Trust, love and have faith for the lord...till the end...