So much for boyfriend, so much for friends. When you are left with nothing, you'll realize that no one's left too.

When your tears start falling, no one will be here to catch them.

When your all alone, no one is around to give you a hug.

When life drags you to your knees, no one is around to give you a hand.

So fuck off with your fake concerns. When I really needed someone, there was no one. I'll live, I'll always live. I can always just take a U turn. I can blame no one for my stupidness. For my failure. But I'll walk my own path. Cause now I learnt. When you really need someone, there is ALWAYS no one.

I realized that I haven't blogged for a LONGGGG time. Haha.

Well, back in Aus as usual. Started my 3rd year. Trying to take things one step at a time. Weather today is really good. Bright, hot and sunny. Which is a good thing here cause according to the weather forecast, it will be cold tml.

Being away from him made me realized how much I miss him and how important he means to me. I've gotten so used to his presence being around me that I feel so distant and so lost without him next to me now. Really miss him so much... The distance...The stupid 3hrs time difference... I'm seriously wishing for daylight saving to come again so that the time difference can be shorten to 2hrs. You will be surprised how much difference an hr can make.

I really hope to say I'm doing something meaningful with my life, but I sure don't feel that way. I've hit a really dry season in my walk with Jesus, but I still believe that he's always here for me. I guess I just need to reinforce it more into my relationship issues now and my stupid,emo,crazy mind. =(

Miss you dear...