Yoz, how's life?
I must be getting old :( Someone just asked me yesterday if I was married. Well, if it was a handsome young dashing doctor, I will be more than happy to answer. Too bad it was my EN. End up she still older than me. Haiz... So sad. Oh well, what to do, ugly is like that one.
Was just browsing through friendster, I'm really glad to see my friends all doing well. At least they look happy in the pictures. And so naturally, I feel comforted and relieved to know that even though we haven't talked or messaged each other after so long, at least they are doing well.
Maybe I haven't written here that one of my classmate gave birth a couple of months ago. I'm really glad for her. Her baby is so cute. Just makes you feel like having one too. But while looking at that little life, while looking at her, with her husband and their son, it really just brought an understanding to me. It's not easy for a woman to give birth. It's really painful and well, you should know how it goes. Cause for me, to get married to someone, I'm entrusting my future to him, the rest of my life to him. And to get pregnant...I think I really need to love him more than anything else. And so far...I haven't met that person yet. And so watching that new family together, they really helped me to sort out a feeling that I have been struggling for so long. And it feels really good to finally get it right. Praise god.
Well, work wise, things are going fine. Guiding the new staff nurses now. And someone just told me I look very senior when I'm just one year their senior. Sigh...think my heart break until cannot glue back liao.
Sigh...I'm going to end off broken-hearted.
